The waves of grief that I first experienced last November when I mother died have returned. They come on hard. Then they leave.
I'm sleeping very poorly, up every few hours through the night.
My desire to make chit-chat has disappeared again (like it did last November). And, I'm usually very good at small talk.
Then there's the news. Ugh. I don't even know what to do with what's going on in the world. I'm praying America is still a democratic republic at the end of the year.
I need to get out of the house more. Eric and I went for a drive in the late afternoon today. We went through the drive-thru at the local Culver's and got fruit smoothies.
Yes, I'm at the stage of grief where I'm doctoring with sugar ... no bueno.
Love,
Paul
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